I don't normally use my journal, and especially to sprout out emo-ness but today, for some reason, I feel terribly depressed.
I feel like I offered someone allot, and like they took it, kept it for a while, then threw it back, or in the bin.
I feel, in a nutshell, as if someone planted a dagger in my back.

On a side note, I moved to Leicester finally.

001. Name - Jason

002. Nickname(s)- Jew, Jew King, Russian Jew, Bastard, Cunt, Prick, English boy, oi!, Wanker, Nii-chan, Jay-ster, J.

003. Status - Single

004. Zodiac sign - Dragon.

005. Male or female - Male.

006. Elementary - Vicarage Primary School/Nelson Primary school

007. Middle School - N/A

008. High School - Langdon Secondary School

009. Smart - Yep.

010. Hair color - Jet black.

011. Long or short - Short.

012. Loud or Quiet - Loud and proud.

013. Sweats or Jeans - Jeans.

014. Phone or Camera - Phone.

015. Health freak - Not really.

016. Drink or Smoke? - Yes/No.

017. Do you have a crush on someone? Yes.

018. Eating or Drinking - Drinking.

019. Piercings - No.

020. Tattoos - Yes. A katana on my left upper arm.

FIRSTS:

023. First piercing - N/A

024. First best friend - Daniel Sargent.

025. First award - School assembly.

026. First crush - Uuuuhhhhh.. Hayley Westgate I think.

027. First pet - Um.. Mille. She was a boxer.

028. First big vacation - Cornwall aged...................... 5?

030. First big birthday - Pssh. Never had one. 18th was meant to be.

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating - Nothing.

050. Drinking - Juice.

052. I'm about to - Kick some ass on Gears of War 2.

053. Listening to - Cassie, Flyleaf.

054. Plans for today - Kick ass on Horde then bed.

YOUR FUTURE:

058. Want kids? - Perhaps.

059. Want to get married? Hmm... A difficult one.

060. Careers - I'd like to work in a bookshop, or try and re-enlist in the military. A career as a medium may be cool.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH OPPOSITE/ SAME SEX?

068. Lips or eyes - Eyes.

070. Shorter or taller? - Shorter.

072. Romantic or spontaneous: Both.

073. Nice stomach or nice arms: Stomach.

074. Sensitive or loud - Hm.. Sensitive.

075. Hook-up or relationship - Relationship. I hate hook-ups.

077. Troublemaker or hesitant - Troublemaker. I like a rebellious girl.

HAVE YOU EVER:

080. Lost glasses/contacts - Fuck yeah. ^^

081. Ran away from home - Yep. Got to the end of the road.

084. Broken someone's heart - Yes. To my continued dishonour.

085. Been arrested - -sigh- Yes. I fell on a police car while rat arsed and told the policeman off for trying to stop from apologising to it.

087. Cried when someone died - I don't remember.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself - Yes.

090. Miracles - Yes.

091. Love at first sight: Yes.

092. Heaven - Not a Christian one.

093. Santa Claus - No chance. He still owes me a RC airplane.

094. Sex on the first date - Not really. That'd slutty.

095. Kiss on the first date - Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now - Yes...

098. Are you really happy with where you are in life? - Meh. I guess so. I may be dreadfully depressed at the moment but at least I'm alive.

099. Do you believe in God - I believe in many Gods.

"No offense, but ... There are some people who are getting too fake on dA. They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and re-post in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Re-post this if you are a friend... Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as 'Fake Friends'